Five Months

This cute boy is five months old today. I can't believe how fun it's been having him here. He's falling in love with his brother and sisters. He gives them huge smiles when he sees one of them coming to play. Nathan is the master at getting him to laugh. This age is so fun. He's so interactive, but still little!

Everyone asks if he is a good sleeper. I've had to answer "no" until about a week ago. He started taking some great morning naps (yay!) So in that one to two hours I run around like a crazy woman trying to get things done. The rest of the day he does little 20-minute power naps. We'll take those too! Nighttime....well, we're still working on that.

It is strange to me that a year ago I was so sick I could barely get out of bed. Those days are etched in my mind from January 2 (the day I found out I was having a baby) on out. Every day I think "a year ago today, we were doing this..." I can still feel the weight of discouragement and sickness, and just wanting to eat and feel well again and have my life back. That was so hard. It makes me so grateful for everything....waking up in the morning and being able to eat breakfast without feeling horrible for the rest of the day, walking the girls to school, playing with Nathan, making dinner for my family, going to Young Womens, going to Anna's poetry reading that I missed out on last year, cleaning (yes, I love cleaning because I can do it!), and so much more. The boys and I got caught in a super heaving rainstorm coming out of Costco this week. It was insane, Nathan and I were soaked through, my cart full of stuff was sopping wet, and I didn't even care. I was so happy to feel well, it was no big deal. Maybe that's one of the blessings of being so sick for so long....I am just grateful for a normal life, crazyness and all. I can handle it.

Happy "five-months" Ryan. We're so happy you're here, and we love you soooo much!

My Big Five-Year-Old

I can hardly believe this little guy is turning five today. When I was pregnant, I was sure we were getting another girl. That was fine...I had tons of cute girl things, and three sisters would be so cute together. So, I was completely floored when the ultrasound showed "boy." My first thought was, "Oh, no. I'll have to send out a missionary!" (That has to be one of the hardest things a mother ever does.) I was certainly excited for another baby, but not quite sure if I'd know what to do with a boy.

Well, months went by, and one morning in early January, Nathan decided to make his appearance. He was my fastest and easiest labor (thanks to a great epidural). The first time I laid eyes on that sweet baby boy face, my heart melted. It didn't take me long to realize that there is a special bond between a mother and her son. All I wanted do was sit and hold him and look at him. He was so sweet.

Nathan has done a lot of growing up in 5 years, but I'd still use the word "sweet" to describe him. He's always got a hug and kiss for me, and my heart jumps a little every time I see that cute smile. I have absolutely loved seeing what a fabulous big brother he is for Ryan. We've got a super special little guy here, and we are so lucky he is in our family.

Five things we LOVE about Nathan:

1. His Aunt Crystal always says that he is the perfect little boy (and I would have to pretty much agree!) So cute, so sweet, and so much fun.

2. He's got the best smile, and shares it freely. When he was one, he fell off of a rocking chair and got a big bruise on his cheek. A few days later, I noticed that he had a dimple in his left cheek where the bruise had been. Strange, huh? So he's got a dimple for a scar....lucky.

3. Nathan loves to share. Everything from toys to candy to the cooked carrots on his plate at dinner last night. Hmmm....

4. He is ALL BOY and loves trucks, balls, muscle cars (he loves the yucky smell of Scott's 60's-era Mustang exhaust....he is truly his father's son!), dirt, animals (especially reptiles, bugs, and dogs), sticks, and just plain being outside.

5. Nathan is always making us laugh with the funny things he says. He came home a few months ago from the Father's and Son's camp-out telling me he got to "go tinkle on an artichoke." I was totally confused for a while until Scott clarified. I guess he relieved himself on some poison oak. I love his cute little voice, and how his "r's" sound like "w's". I know he is going to grow up on me way too fast!

Happy Birthday, Nathan. Love you lots!