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This cute boy is five months old today. I can't believe how fun it's been having him here. He's falling in love with his brother and sisters. He gives them huge smiles when he sees one of them coming to play. Nathan is the master at getting him to laugh. This age is so fun. He's so interactive, but still little!
Everyone asks if he is a good sleeper. I've had to answer "no" until about a week ago. He started taking some great morning naps (yay!) So in that one to two hours I run around like a crazy woman trying to get things done. The rest of the day he does little 20-minute power naps. We'll take those too! Nighttime....well, we're still working on that.
It is strange to me that a year ago I was so sick I could barely get out of bed. Those days are etched in my mind from January 2 (the day I found out I was having a baby) on out. Every day I think "a year ago today, we were doing this..." I can still feel the weight of discouragement and sickness, and just wanting to eat and feel well again and have my life back. That was
so hard. It makes me so grateful for everything....waking up in the morning and being able to eat breakfast without feeling horrible for the rest of the day, walking the girls to school, playing with Nathan, making dinner for my family, going to Young Womens, going to Anna's poetry reading that I missed out on last year, cleaning (yes, I
love cleaning because I can
do it!), and so much more. The boys and I got caught in a super heaving rainstorm coming out of Costco this week. It was insane, Nathan and I were soaked through, my cart full of stuff was sopping wet, and I didn't even care. I was so happy to feel well, it was no big deal. Maybe that's one of the blessings of being so sick for so long....I am just grateful for a normal life, crazyness and all. I can handle it.
Happy "five-months" Ryan. We're so happy you're here, and we love you soooo much!